Life in Aussie

People used to say that even when things change, something will always stay the same. I do suppose that living here does prove it a little. However, the feeling of nostalgic does not go away easily, I do miss home...The laughter...The food...The Internet...The People especially

Dear Diary,

Wishful thinking was never my kind of imagination...
BUT apparently, wishing that life would get better is impossible!!
Grr...Life only knows how to get worse these days.
THAT DAN!!!

Calm....
Ok...

I supposed the day started quite normally,
classes was going on as usual,
Mr. Claudi was as weird as ever~
Charles was as charming and radiant as he would~
Ray was being ignorant of the happening as if the world does not concern him...
Chelsea was being Bitc... Beachy as usual...
And...that's that...

I forgot someone,
Someone that is better left forgotten!

Until...my good brother Will, barged in the class in the middle of a lesson...
I can never understand why would Mr. Claudi be so fond of him...
He oddly goes "Oh, it's Jane's brother" despite the constant reminding of an emergency...
At least after a while, Mr. Claudi got dragged out...telling us to self-study.
AS USUAL,
those three decided to ditch class while jinxing poor Charles...

Then life got turned upside down ... literally.

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Damn, what were those guys doing anyway...
That magic room contains forbidden magics ... Explosions happened everywhere!
I wondered why my teacher told me to find Mr. Claudi for help...
I know he's my sister's teacher, but I never liked his eyes ... and laughter...
As if like ... he's ... er ... ahem ... what do you call it...ga...gay?
Oh well, seemed that asking him for help was the best idea after all ...
He took care of it very well...
Although I need to spend rest of the time cleaning up the mess...
Something felt weird in me ... Voices ... singing like voices ... inaudible growls ... filling my head.
I think I best ask sister about it soon...

Speaking of which, sister seemed really strange when I saw her on my way back...
I did tell her to go on home without me, since I would be late...
But I could swore that she went the opposite direction when she left the school...
She didn't return home till late either ...
Did she went somewhere...
And her eyes towards me changed ... It reminded me of HIM.
Sister...
What happened...?

By,


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But...wow, his place is huge ... very huge ... I can get used to this, just without the torture...
Maid, Butlers... It's a mansion...
But,
Sorry Will, I made a selfish bet...
Please be safe...
Love,


Act 2:
Inverted Revolution of Relationships.

This ends Wednesday....





Dear Diary,

It was "supposedly" another fine day at Trine College for Magic Students,
Ahh, waking up in the clear sunny morning, then waking my younger brother Will up,
Breakfast was meal specially prepared by Mum, delicious~

Then we head off to school with me listening to my favourite song "Sugar" by Flo Rida.
Dancing and skipping my way to school with my brother just like everyday.
But unfortunately,

School has certain people that disgust me...
Dan and his gang!
His bitchy girlfriend, Chelsea, always acting so dramatic ... guess she's really as young mentally as she looks.
Always "Kissy kissy" and "Huggy huggy" in public.
His "so-called" good friend Ray, that heavy smoker ... I bet the amount of cigarette got "blown" away by Mr. Claudi is enough to pile a mountain ... at least compared to the other two, he is the more tolerable one.

Oh, Mr. Claudi is as eccentric as ever, but he taught us a new spell today,
Seems to be some "soul-exchanging" spell to be in the finals this year ... and we need to master that... Ah well,
I can't stop wondering where did he get that attitude from, is it that all teachers end up that way?

Ah yes, that Dan!
I will never forget the fact that he used to bully my good brother all the time!
Wonder what is his purpose of going to school anyway, he never pays attention...
I think the only thing that can possibly be stuck in his weeny brain is "clubbing"
That's what he says everyday...
"Hey, let's go clubbing later~"
Ugh!!...

Forgetting about that idiot,

There is Charles,
Oh~...dreamy Charles...
He's always so radiant and handsome~ ... I wonder if he notice my new eye liner today...
I really can't help looking at him during classes...
He looks so charming when he is into his work...
I sooooo feel like asking him out sometime...

Then came DAN and his mindless friends played dumb tricks on him!
Of course I argued with him ... until Mr. Claudi broke up the argument.
I swear I could hear that Chelsea laughing like a witch behind us...
I doubt Ray even notice us though ... ignoring our quarrel at the corner.
People like Dan ... I bet he will not even survive a single day ... no ... a single hour in my shoe.
Arggh... I can't stand him

Good thing is, I always have my sweet sweet brother, Will to be my listener.
I wonder when did he learn to be such good listener.
But somehow, his sickness is apparently getting worse,
The archmage said that the seal for the evil soul within him is getting weak ... Any shock to him mentally will undoubtedly end badly for him.
I wish I could do something for him ... even Mum is getting worried ... its the same condition Dad died from.

I wish tomorrow will be better,

Me and Charles
Love,




Damn ... writing that is so much of a new experience for me ...
Anyway, that would serve as our drama background from the perspective of one the main character...
Which is of course, not me.

I need a rest ... that was too much...

It was suppose to be funny ... but I cannot continue...

Somehow, these few days is going to be the end of my life...
Irregular sleep time,
Slacking like it's all over...
And feeling epic mood swings...
I wan alcohol~...Turning into an addict soon though..

On the other hand,
Chaos has become a part of Albert House...
Personally, I felt annoyed about how life has become around here...
Looking from a 3rd person point of view,
its like

"What the Hell is Going On with Humans Here?"

Disclaimer:
Any single statement beyond this point is based on my personal opinion and thus contains both biased and material which offend certain type of people.
I honestly am not the type to bother about permissions ...
But be warned as I report things that I observed ... and I don't lie.

Well, that is out of the way,
Let's start recaps...
I promised I would make a commemorative picture for
Envy and seems that I got permission from the other side...Conveniently.

Hmm...Nevermind, it's better off not remembering...
I ran out of idea in the middle of doing that...
(Credited background to : Marta Dahlig).

Almost made me wanna make Seven Sins R2...
The art is soo beautiful
Oh well,

Let's move on for now...
Hmm...wait...I forgot something...

Quote from the artist:

"Envy is the desire for others' traits, status, abilities, or
situation"

And here is something a little more random.
Nicely drawn art though...

Similarity?
They are both androgynous (Check dictionary if meaning is unclear)
figures.

What's next...
Ah yes...
The issue of Alcoholism...

On 2nd thought, I won't go into details about that,
I am the type of person to consider more of the reason for the event
rather than the result...

Process:
Drink 7-up!

Procedure:
And a Toast to Gluttony

Conclusion:
And Ironically you get...
Gluttony
and
Lust.

But then again...
Pride and Vanity...leads on to...
Chaos and Destruction...

There is a 3rd issue going on...But that is yet to be concluded...
And perhaps will remain that way for a long long time...

It would appear that the
Origin a.k.a Bobby (Ask Setan)
has yet become the
Origin to more problems...

Troublesome~...

Back to the present time,
Yesterday was going to Crown Day...
And incidentally, is the FIRST day someone goes to Crown.

Sadly,
Didn't seems to be such a good visit after all...

Starring:

Photographer 1 : Edwin Ngan


Trip Organiser 1: *leave it to imagination*


The Innocent One : Justin

The Blur One : Luter.

The "Stalker"/ Victim of Abuse : Yann Kang

Photographer 2: Yours Truly...
Seems I highlighted my hair red....
Thanks
Sloth...

Trip Organiser 2: *Imagine*


Abusive "Stalker" Victim : Yan Ting.
Also the newer member of the AH...
Hence first visit to Crown.

Last but not least:
Our Sean...
Fat...is it? NAH!!

Oh and Never let guys holding camera having nothing better to do during dinner time,
Good thing there is Facebook in this world...I don't have to post any here.
But...well, its controversial.
I'll leave this post hanging.

Do forgive me for being EMO-ish in this post...
I am still waiting for materials to "magically" appear along with stories.

I don't suppose I earned the name "Paparazzi" that easily.
*I am on leave*

It is quite apparent that my deja vu experiences are increasing in numbers...
Wasn't that bad the last time...
Now it even gives me dizziness when I look upon the everyday life or hear the words which rings the bell of repetition ... as if I heard that before...
I kept seeing repeated images these days...

Wonder if it's caused by the dreaded HOI assignments...

Anyhow, History Of Ideas essay is as "history" as it already is.

Somehow,
my first stages of Deja vu was...

I seen Envy before it even happened...
I never believed in self-fulfilling prophecy...but I just got one...

Or maybe more than one...
There are significant evidence that Gluttony is being....glutton...well...I did make it quite clear already...

Since those 2 were the only sins that I somewhat placed without a clear support nor evidence...

And then it got worse...
Somehow, Envy showed his "admiration" with the clear intention of ... Envious.
While taking sides should not have been my priority ...
But honestly, it is too much to be following someone to THAT extent.

I should be happy somehow I guess, you proved my observation...
Thus, congratulations...the title of Envy will remain with you for a long while.
And my job is done for that.
Rest assured...I will prepare a specifically made commemorative picture for that.
Do look forward to it...

Besides that, would be...
I am considerably happy that I got a new "drama" that I can follow up.
Not saying old "drama" is gone ... Just that new is freshness.
Selfishly, I got no intention of sharing it here...
I suppose those who understands me a little more would know very well what I meant.


However, a certain important someone reminded me about the issue of


Innocence and Maturity.

Honestly, I have not given much thought about it,
since I have never considered myself to be the "mature" kind of person.

This would be because I work in the shadows a lot ... safety is always my ticket way out.
In other words, the statement
"Courage is the third most important thing in life" (Bozzi, 2009).
Somehow that does not apply well to me.

Still, I am the hybrid creation of my matured father and my often simplistic mother.
I end up as a complicated person ...
Craving for simplicity in life ...
yet established an annoying habit... of "reading".

I Greed for both...

Henceforth, in my thought, Innocence is a dangerous ... by far the most deadly aspect in life when not handled properly.

Nevertheless, without Innocence, there can be no Maturity. So...
Therefore, For that certain someone, If you ever gonna read this...

Maturity = Innocence + (events x challenges in life) x time.

That would be my answer.
I am sorry but, I am but another complicated person,
I cannot be objective...

I am sure one day, you will find your own definition of maturity... till then,
Relax~





Due to everyone rushing to finish up the HOI assignment...

The celebration has been simple...
But I am not giving up that easily...
When the real world fails...Virtually I wouldn't

Still, it's not easy squeezing out ideas... My brain kinda got stucked with Adam Smith...
I hate that guy...

Hmmm... I ran out of materials to make this post funny...Crap...Oh well, they say a picture is worth a thousand words, Let's put that to the test.

L.E.T.S
G.E.T

S.T.A.R.T.E.D...

In a cold cold Sunday morning~....(It was raining heavily)...
I woke up at 1 p.m. (Ok, it's not morning...I lied)
But hey, I slept at 6 a.m... Give me a break will ya.
Alcohol is really bad for the sleeping ... for me at least...made me even more "vampire" than I already am.
I went to look for my good friend who has been drinking with me and slept around the same time...
And I discovered a shocking truth...

The lifeless looking Fowler...

Closer inspection would seem that...
He attained serenity in life...
Hence...

We have gathered here today...to witness the celebration of our good friend...

Matthew Tan Wei Xing...
Somehow this is suitable...


He was a good friend...
and a good victim as well


Who was friendly and warm...
Who wouldn't near the amplified flaming candles...


He has done soo much for all of us in AH...
Gave us smiles and laughter...
Albeit looking so forced...


Who can forget when he does...

Starring at me won't really change a thing though...


I don't know much about force feeding
but in my opinion...he's gotten enough...


Sigh...*checking calories value for chocolate cakes with heavy density*


A religious Christian upholder...
Did I mention its SUNDAY?

A hardworking individual
Hardworking at checking Facebook...

And for all of that,
it is without a doubt that
His place in our heart will only grow stronger.

We will definitely miss him...


Now, did I give out the wrong impression?
I hope so...

Anyway,
Back to topic is...

Now, for all the wrong reasons this post should exist...

Happy Birthday Matthew.
(Ya like green don't you?)

Being the (most) frequent "material" in my posts...
Many identities have been given to you...
From a.k.a Fowler to Gluttony and Puppy face (by my Melaka friend...remind me to intro you to him...he wants to meet u in person).

This clearly shows that your role has been important in both our life here in AH and the Trinity year. Besides that, it is significant that many people have their interest to witness the development of your life and as a consequent, you have been a target of "paparazzi".

In addition, you have shown me somethings in life which I couldn't see...
And other which I wish I didn't see...
(Damn you and your Borat obsession).
You brought forth cultures and habits which are influential and contagious
(The habit of getting "liu" and pinched)

For all that I still can say...
You have been more than just a good friend to us.

Oh and...I doubt your birthday wish will EVER come true...



Something is coming up~~...
I wonder what~...

but...
Ore-wa zettai gambarimasu! Matthew-san anshin kudasai...

Oh well, I need materials first,
So...in the mean time...
Let's look at some...reaction for my previous guessing game:


Wrath/Lust : Successful guessed the initial 8 with 7 correct....ironically...lust got himself
wrong...
Gluttony : Managed more half of it...missing Pride and Sloth.
Sloth : "I can't even guess half of them"...naturally that include himself....
Yi S. : Quite fairly isn't it? Missed only one or 2?
Jun Z. : Epic failure...finalised the answer for Greed wrong.


Did I miss anyone...?

Awaiting time~~





Its been so long since I have interesting things to post,
or rather interesting things that I CAN post...

But now that everything is full of tension here...

Posting any sensitive issue would be foolish...
Not posting would not be nice isn't it?

However, such issues are still too sensitive to be discussed openly,
Things have not cool down yet and certain things have erupted even worse...

In the mean time,
Let's look at the characters perhaps would be widely known,
Maybe or not they are also the characters of the "play"
Neither of them really has joke elements though..(sadly).

Now...I know the 7 Sins is meant to be the sins of men...
But if we are not sinner...we are not human.
Do not Misunderstand ... such are not evil in my opinion,
It's part of life.

Take a guess at the following then,
(Hints are below the pics...if you can understand)

Envy,Stirred up the house with just his hands and mouth,
One can only wonder how far his faith would bring him in his year here...
Where Envy lies...The feeling of depression follows.
Such however is not a fault, just pure annoyance.

Lust,
Even with friends, being honest does not essentially be a part of the life.
Open your mind ... Then perhaps our view of you may change.
Admitting requires courage, seek it out then.
Feeling is not a weakness, let it lead on your life.

Sloth,
Time is human kind's most finite resource...
Laziness has no place in our short lives,
Live on well, laziness can be allowed to drag you on for a distance...
Its time to leave "it" behind.

Gluttony,

I am sorry but I ran out of idea who to put ... XD.
*ahem* let's move on...

Wrath,
I doubt anyone can guess who this is...
But perhaps recent incidents are good indicators.

Pride,
Proud to be living, proud to be you.
I do admire that side of you...
However, proud and ego are only separated by a fine line.
And neither must be fed often.

Greed,
Greed for both knowledge and news is too a problematic matter,
Perhaps such have taken one step too far into the "drama"...
However, the hunger for it is insatiable...
Yellow is soo...ugh..

Innocence,
this is not a sin but it suffers worse than one...
I trust nobody would even need to guess who this is...
(Explicit hint: What is the characteristic of
Pyle)

Due to Popular (mis)conceptions,
I decided to add another 2 more pictures to the list,

Describing this would get me killed, but (most) people got this first impression to be
the supposedly
Wrath

And thus,
Certain complains have said that I "neglected someone,
I didn't really...It just require a little more effort that's
all...
I present to you the
ORIGIN...
of the sins in AH.


Oh and try relating those to recent events... except a few...well.

I will never ever post the answers...
Till the drama ends~
Cheers!
Have fun


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